"I don't know what is happening around me, everything seems to start to turn black, and nothing makes sense, I feel lonely. I feel as if I had nobody to talk to, it's weird. It's like if I find somebody to talk and not find someone sure, someone available. And it all starts to get really black, and There isn't nothing funny. That's how I feel, alone.No music, no fact, no person, no time makes me feel nothing, just nothing, just makes me feel more down. I feel like crying all the time, and there is no reason. I feel like I screamed as loud as possible and no one could hear. Maybe a drama or not. But hopefully I'll be alright, I'll be fine."